【ウプサラ留学day39】Purpose

ウプサラ日記

It has already past 10% of my term in Sweden.

When I look back to my life in Sweden which starts from 2nd August, which is the day I arrived here, I notice that I haven't realize anything I wanna do.

I worry about I may not change myself at all through this exchange program. While I made a super effort to realize this overseas study, I can't make an effort in current situation. I don't know the reason why, but I can't step out.

I had clear reasons to study abroad when I applied for this program to my home university. After I passed interview of that, my dream was changed and I lost the purpose.

What is my purpose?

One purpose which isn't changed is to improve my English skills. To achieve that, I should communicate with others and be outgoing. I know that... I have to do that... I am supported by tons of people and I can't waste those support.

Why am I here?

This is the most critical asking for myself. From now, I need to find answer of that and try to be who I wanna be.

I put pictures down below instead of today's diary.